Yes, I'm still alive.  Just in case some random person was wondering.  And Hello to any and everyone who is reading this.  I appreciate the fact that you actually take a miniscule bit out of your time just to look at my un important livejournal.  HA!

Let me summerize the past few months...seeing as how I haven't updated since Feb.  I've started playing softball this year and I've been sick the past two weeks.  The End.  

No really, that's about it.  I can see you shaking your head now and saying "wow, she really has no life"  and I'm afraid your correct.  But don't think I never leave my house, because my mom and I are constantly going places.  It's fun.  

Eh, nothing left for me to say.  

Dance.

Okay, I give up.

I can't take it anymore.  I've obliterated every online journal thingy I have except for livejournal and I've just been dying to write in something and LJ was my last resort.  So here I am, typing away.

I haven't been up to much: completely finished driver's ed last friday and I'm waiting on my waiver so I can go get my license, been reading and writing stories, being watching Disney movies like a kid.  Seriously, I have...but it's funny though.  It all started with me wanting to watch Pochahontas after seeing The New World and then I got a couple more out and watched those and I've told myself I'm going to watch all the Disney movies I own.  B/c I've nothing better to do, haha.  So here's a list of all the movies (not all Disney) I've watched in the past two weeks.

1. Pocahontas ("Just around the river bend!!!!!!")
2. Cinderella ("So this is love...")
3. Rain Man ("yea, 3 minutes to Wapner")
4. Robin Hood ("Bushell britches!")
5. Monster's Inc. ("Get that thing back where it came from or so help me...")
6. Finding Nemo ("Just keep swimming")
7. Bewitched (Oh my gawd! Where's my dog?")
8. Bambi (And I can't think of anything worth quoting from this movie)
9. Toy Story ("Ages 3 and up! It says it on the box! 3 and up!")

And that's about it.  Speaking of seconds, they're making sequals to alot of the disney movies and I'm just thinking...WHAT THE HECK?  Is this really nessicary? Mkay, well I guess I'm done.  And I might update...like in the way future...lol

G'bye

Is it okay to update in here?  *looks around*

Yah, I don't update anymore, because I don't have anything to say really.  And that's the way it goes.

Uh, news my way...I just finished driver's ed last week and I start the driving part this week, which'll go alrighty.  Cause I'm skilled at it now...haha.  Riiight. 

Hmm, what else?  Yeaaahh I got nothing.

( I was bored, so sue me. )

"My head is a box filled with nothing and that's the way I like it!"

Even though I'm not a big fan of Shakespeare...I very much so like this sonnet.

Sonnet 57 by William Shakespeare

Being your slave, what should I do by tend upon the house and times of your desire?  I have no precious time at all to spend, nor services to do, till you require.  Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you, nor think the bitterness of absense sour when you have bid your servant once adieu; nor dare I question with my jealous thought where you may be, or your affairs suppose, but like a sad slave, stay and think of nought save where you are how happy you make those!  So true a fool is love, that in your will (thought you do any thing) he thinks no ill.

And so it's been a week my friends.  How art thou?  I'm doing fine.  Thanks for asking. (That's right, because I knew you were going to ask!)

So I thought I'd tell a little story.  It's involves a girl with big goals.  Who is this girl you may ask? Well, I don't know her.  But I know she's somewhere. 

Okay, nevermind.  See, that's what happens when I get really bored.  I make sorry attempts to make up stories.  yeah.  Okay, so tonight I ate at the Half Shell with my family.  And it was good.  No, really.  It was great.  And guess what!?  My fingers smells like onions! w0ot!

La la la la! Live out loud!

Oh man.  I'm really bored.  Someone save me!

Why is it that when it seems like I have a cry for help or my entry seems depressing that people comment!? WHY!?  Why don't people comment on the things that actually make sense?  Or the things where I'm actually saying something worth reading!?  I'm just dumbfounded.

Oh it's tragic.

Hmm *scratches head* I don't have anything to say.  Except...I actually braced shopping today, but the places we went weren't the type to expect extra larger crowds.

It's pointless.  It's all pointless.

Dance Dance!  I'm falling apart to half time.

So my dad thinks I'm a "social degenerate"  and my mom tells me that he thinks I'm falling out of life, because I'm not involved in anything.  Well, he gets this idea, just because I stopped going in the youth.  Why? because there is nothing for me.  I'm much older than half the kids in there and trust me, when you're 17 and you're in the same room with a bunch of 13-15 yr olds...it is INSANE and not FUN!  So yeah.  And plus, I'm just not getting ANYTHING out of it.  I'm not learning anything new.  I've been hearing the same stories since I was about...well able to learn them.  I want to get something out of it.  And so my aunt's sunday school class...well I actually learned more in her class in one Sunday that I have ever in the youth.  I mean, yeah I've gotten stuff outta the youth lessons, but not anything that I can take to heart and really y'know think about. 

And true, I don't do much.  I mean, I'd work if I could actually drive myself to work, but that won't be happening until next year.  And all I do is sit at home all day.  But hey, you don't see me complaning.  This is what I've always wanted.  I'm living the life!  haha.  Well what I've always dreamed of since I've been in school and haven't liked it.  Yeah, there are days when I get kinda down and EXTREMELY bored, but I have to remind myself that I can't let it get me down, because this is what I asked for. 

And I'm okay with it.

Superchic[k]=great.

My hands=cold!  Dude...i'm kinda getting annoyed with this weird temperature thingy.  The beginning of this week it was like 80 something and now it's down to 60 and I can't go outside barefoot without my feet feeling like they're about to freeze off.  Crazy stuf. 

My hair is completely straight and its amazing.  Really.  lol. 

Yesterday I did nothing and today i'm doing nothing again.  Duuude I want to see Chicken Little, but I don't think it's happening anytime soon.  And I can't wait for Walk the Line to come out.  My mom and I are excited because A) it's gonna be a really good movie and b) we know a guy in the movie...I was told you can actually see his face in like the 1st 15 mins and I was like...Wow, i'm def excited now.  cause I wanna see him!  YAY!

So yeah.

They shouldn't make me suffer.

But here's my story.  Today is a busy day in order to prepare for the oh so lovely Fall Festival at church.  Yes Bethany, it will be somewhat enjoyable.  And if something can't keep my attention, trust me, I will get bored.  I believe I got bored last year.  Yah, all we did was stand around and *thinks back* DO NOTHING.  lol.  But tonight, something will be accomplished. 

Oh my gosh.  I went to the mall last night with my mom and dad, because my mom had to exchange something for my brother and when we're leaving, we're passing by the make up counter.  Well, there was this guy talking to a sale's lady and he's like "Yeah, I've been using this foundation over here..." And me, my mom, and my dad all look at each other and we're like WHAT IN THE WORLD!?  We knew he had to be gay.  But seriously, what men actually use WOMEN'S foundation!?  I won't answer that.

"& I'm dancing like I've never danced before!"

Oh well excuse me for being so excited, but the lock in SUCKED.  And there is no better way to put it.  I don't think I've ever had less fun with THAT many people.  Ya know, I could prolly get use to be ignored.  I mean, whatever floats their boats.  Not like I'm one of the nicest people there and I actually tend to care!

But whatever.

So yeah.  My week has been...slow.  But that's okay.  I'm just ready for Saty.  It gives me something to do, somewhere to go.

Where's my inspirational livejournal entry?  Oh I'm sorry.  I haven't had much happen in my life.  I wish I had something important to say.  I suppose I could ramble about the stupid boys in my life, but then that would all be so cliche. 

I made it through a Wednesday night, WITHOUT going to church.  How amazing is that?  Well, that's not something I should be proud of and I'm not.  I just wish there was a church I could go to and feel welcome and comfortable all at the same time.  And that's mostly Cherokee, but I haven't been feeling it in awhile, from those who use to act like they liked me?  I don't know.  

I must go.

...beacause this is what I do.

So I do believe I've had a good week, to say the least.  The weather has been more than beautiful and I thank God for that.  It actually amazes me that it has been so clear.  I guess I'm just so use to seeing so many clouds.  So...Lock-in tomorrow night.  It's gonna rock.  And be so much fun!  I can't wait to go to the corn maze again.  I loved it last year.  And Greg was like "No...no flash lights" and I'm sitting there thinking "Yes, bring a flashlight" or at least I will be doing so.  I can't see my away around that thing without some light.  And I won't DARE let those stupid guy in scary suits SCARE me.  Haha.  I was only scared like...twice last year.  So yeah. 

Hmm...nothing else that I can think of. 

Well.  Tonight was good.  No scratch that.  It was awesome!  I went with the youth to eat at Fazzoli's (sp? idk), but anyhow it was great and really hilarious.  I offically love Sunday's, because I get to spend time with my chuch buddies.  Like...KEVIN!  YAY!  Lol.  Um...he gave me his number.  What's that supposed to me?  Oh wait...I think that may be another sign.  HA HA!

But yeaaaahhh.  Ha.  Greg wanted to get home to watch the Walker, Texas Ranger movie.  Awesome.  I use to watch Walker all the time...back when it was on as a series.  Good times.  Anyhow.  Uhh, i'm losing my train of thought.  Oh.  Well I can't wait for Friday night.  That's gonna be pretty rad.  Cause lock-ins rock.  =D  Yay.  Annnd I think that's about it.  I think this time, I'm going to make myself ENJOY the lock in.  I'm going to PLAY games, such as FOOTBALL!  Ha.  But yeah. 

It'll be good.

yet again, another boring day.  my mom is sick with some virus thingy.  i suppose that's what it should be called.  and she's had it for three days now.  bleh.

So since I was bored today, I watched Laguna Beach and was all wrapped up in it.  Haha And there is so much drama in that show that it was cracking me up.  Like wow i was laughing my head off.  It's great.  LC and Jason? HAHAHAHA!  You've gotta be kidding me.  And that's for anyone who actually keeps tabs on that show.  :P

"You know we're slow like daytime drama..."

And now my stomach kinda feels icky.  What's up with that?  "Well CROSS MY HEART and hope to.  I'm lying just to keep you here.  So wrecked, so heartless, so thoughtless, and I could careless..."

Yeaaaahhhh.  Anything else?  I don't think so.